Doctors suck.... so does medicine

First of all I have had WAY TO MANY medical treatments and am coming to the end of my rope as far as im concerned. I have spent over 265 dollars on just four prescription re-fills so far this month, and I am sick of it. I was out today with my mother due to the fact that they were showing our house ( which always make me nervous just because I feel like everyone is juding me) and I got a call from one of my doctors and he said he was pretty much done with me as he doesnt know what else to do for me. How about fix me? I mean I am the first to say that some doctors are awesome, but I feel like I have been sliced and diced and now no one wants to play with me and their reindeer games. Also It is SO SO SO expensive, I feel like I need to start a foundation called "Sarah's Broken Money pit"....Last night when I was talking to my mother about my finances she told me I need to be frugile and I told her,.." I cant when They gave me a blood transfusion, they gave me pauper blood. Which makes me spend money." She didnt think that was very funny..... but I did...